1 year ago last month at just 32 years of age I made the hardest decision of my life, I placed my new baby for adoption. Already a mom to 5 that perfect baby girl was my 6th. The father of my children and I were not in a good relationship; he was on drugs so I knew I had no choice. The 1st couple I picked because they lived in the same state backed out on me because of medical reasons for that I was greatful, my second pick was the right one for the baby from the start they are an amazing, very successful older couple who had tried unsuccessfully for a long time and couldn't have children. We talk and last month we got our 1st visit with her all the kids just clicked it was magic. Of course the moment they left we instantly missed them all, the way we see it we didn't lose a baby we gained an extended family who is part of us now. I know I made the right decision for us, now I'm a single mom to my 5 kids and they understand the best they can why I did it. As much as we all love her and wanted her our sacrifice made those two wonderful people a family of their own and I have no regrets.